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I love smiling. Because in that moment I smile, I believe I am genuinely happy for a moment, but it is always followed by the reality that I am a worthless fat pig with huge stomach rolls and a fat squishy face. I would love to not be a whale, but I can’t hide from the fact that I am so much bigger. If I could litter my body with scars I would, but I don’t have the courage to do that, I’m too scared. I would love to be beautiful again: thin, dainty just like a pin. 

Eating has just made me feel physically sick lately.

Feeling dizzy.

Please follow this blog - http://fightingtobefre-ed.tumblr.com/ 

A true testament to eating disorder recovery for those struggling with one or know of someone struggling with one with a bunch of inspirational quotes and images.

It’s just a phase. 

I’m convinced.

It really is.

A run fixes everything. 

:) 

Today was better.

Changing Your Thought Processes.

I am ugly - I am beautiful

I am worthless - I have worth

I am sick - I will heal

I hate myself - I will learn to love myself

I am weak - I am strong, or I wouldn’t be here today

I am moody - I have profound emotional depth

I am lost - I will find myself

I am scared - I have courage

I am crazy - It is normal to struggle

I am in pain - It’s okay to hurt

I am tired - I will not give up

I’m not good enough - I am better than “good enough”

I can’t change - I can change

(Source: meandmymonster)

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I. Hate. Year. 12.